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Like the batman entrance?

Thought you would...

SO ANYWAY, once again I am behind on my truths. I am sorry :(

But for once it wasn't laziness getting in my way, it was BUSINESS. Can you believe it?

Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)

Right. I'm gonna do it for my brother, as he's the only person who's music tastes I know relatively well and got the most memories with.

The Cranberries - Linger

Pretty obvious one really. Cos it makes me cry. Means a lot and goes back to a very important time in our lives (NO I'M NOT TALKING ABOUT PUBERTY. ALTHOUGH THAT'S AN IMPORTANT TIME TOO)

'You know I'm such a fool for you, you've got me wrapped around your finger'

Does that sound weird?

Beach Boys - Wouldn't it be nice

'Wouldn't it be nice if we were older, then we wouldn't have to wait so long. And wouldn't it be nice to live together, in the kind of world where we belong' RELATABLE LYRICS FTW.

M.I.A - Paper Planes

Just cos it's a really cool song and we have our own little moves for it.

Shakespeare's Sister- Stay

Because it is an AMAZING song, and the women in the video look pretty fiercely strange and awesome too. And as I tried to think of songs for this playlist, I remembered how amazing it was. Oh, and the women have amazing teeth too, and you gotta love people with pearly whites.

Shakespeare's Sister - Hello

AGAIN. Because they have a cool band name, and youtube produced this to me whilst we were still at Turnditch. Just listened to it again, and I remember us liking it, so thought I'd include it too. NOICE. OH OH and the video is sexy, cos the women look amaze.

Marina and the Diamonds- I am not a robot

Predictable song, but - 'You've been hanging with the unloved kids, who you never really liked and you never really trusted' says it all really ay my lovely.

Bombay Bicycle Club - Always like this

Cos I just adore this song. Gives me goosebumps, and that's always a good sign? Our bug song for the future methinks.

Speech Debelle - Daddy's little girl

Cos you were right - it is me.

'Daddy I think I love you, cos I hate you so much I must love you. I put mummy above you, cos she played the position to love me unconditionally like you never have.'

'The way you affect me, I'm constantly fighting to not affect me'

'Like a kiss on the cheek saying 'How was school, old boy?', or 'Happy birthday me, old boy'

But you're still an old boy, grey hair fills your head like an old man.

When your hands start to shake, who's gonna hold your hand?'

Kate Nash -Mariella

Remember you buying the album in Wales, and we sat in the car listening to the album on repeat. We both share a major love for Kate Nash, so this has to be on the playlist.

Mumford and Sons - Winter winds (Or The Cave. Or Little Lion Man. I don't mind, they're all amazing.)

Another Bug song. GORGEOUS. Mumford and Sons came on whilst we were in Jenny, driving down the lane to Greg's mums, with the lovely orange sunset blinding us. Pure bliss. <3

'I will not hear what you have to say. Cos I need freedom now, and I need to know how to live my life how it's meant to be'

Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.

My mum was one of those obsessive parent's that never let me out of her sight - exactly the kind of mum I will be, I know it. And I think that's why I'm still here, cos if she hadn't have been like that, I would've done something stupid as a kid.

Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?

Woaaaah, depressing. Yes I have, within the last year or two. But I wouldn't. Far too many people rely on me ;) Hahaha only kidding, not really. But I wouldn't do it.

Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?

Ah, you know, for once I can say - I've got quite a few good things going for me right now :)

I've got my boy, my modelling is falling into place, and I'm starting college in a couple of weeks. And although it'll all be new and scary, I'm hoping the fear will bring me back to life.

Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?

Well, if I got someone pregnant, I'd be mightily impressed with myself firstly.

If someone got me preggers, I'd have to have an abortion. As horrible experience as it is, it's the right thing to do at my age, cos I wouldn't be able to care for it properly. And also that would be my life GONE.

Til next time, my lovely's :)

Loooovees<3